Druuunk

So I'm drunk. I shouldn't still be awake. I am ready for sleepies but I don't like going to bed drunk. I always have fucked up really vivid dreams. There is a weird show on right now I believe it is called 'Silvewings' about bats, actual bats, that is a cartoon and a girl and boy bat are going on adventures. There are owls as well. The owls and bats are enemies but there is one owl that gets alone with the 2 bats because they saved his life. The owl and 2 bats become friends and make a bridge between their two species, which is touching but the bats and owls wouldn't get alone because the bats are food for big owls. Which is no good. I wish I had a daemon. Like in Philip Pullman's His Dark Materials. I think my daemon would be a raven, but I wish it was something I could cuddle with. I would be really nice to have someone that was always there and would never leave no matter what. Some one to talk to. Someone to understand, someone that loved and thought like I do. Not just someone that loved me. Because I am lucky enough to have that. I would do anything to have Benji with me all the time. I would lose a boob or a finger to have him with me all the time. I would be like Hero in Y the Last Man; an Amazon. A one bewb girl for Ben to be with me forever. He's the only guy that I have truly wanted to be with through everyhing. The only one that would ever be worth how hard it is to be in a long distance relationship.

I love you Richard Benjamin

Kater

BangBang Yet Yet

I haven't coloured my hair in over a year. I'm getting the itch and I need to scratch it. I'm thinking white/grey/silver hair. With bangs. I am so excited to have new hair. Like the girl in the vo5 escape commercial. Mmmm. So there we have it. New hair new kater. mMM I've been watching Tin Man and Dexter both are very good. Rarrr

Evening musings

Rarr. Another semester coming to a close. I feel like i've fucked up again, but I'm doing better than last semester I think... I hope so, I dunno what's going on, with me and why I'm not doing better at this college thing. Well I have an idea. I sleep thru my alarm a lot... Damn my sleep schedule. Next semester I'm going to rock I can feeeel it. Well we'll see. But it's sooo happening. Rarr... Well I dunno what to do with myself. PEWPEWPEWPEWPEWLASERS. grarr, back to vegging out. Or something...

hmmm whatcha saaaaaay

Rarr! Summer is upon me! Hooray! I made it mostly unscathed to the end of the sophomore year of college... it's gone by really really quickly... college... I mean really fast. It seems like winter break was just a couple weeks ago, and then I really start to think about it and it was months ago.

Mmm I getta go home soon and that is exciting. I getta work 10 days on a film job, and that's amazing :D that's the big bucks! huzzoozoo! mmm i loves jon stewart. I made 2 bracelets from mic cable they are really cool, though i'ma have to be careful when wearing the test one that is thinner because i don't want to be all matchy with benji... i mean who wants to be that couple? i was also thinking about making a necklace; perhaps only one strand wide. mmm mmmm.

AH!!! jane fonda just kissed stephen colbert!! hahahah and she's sitting on his lap. and he's blushing!! hahaha i looove her... this is amaaazing

Ah! I gots so much to dooo...
I needa:
pack the tv
pack the rest of my clothes
vacuum
get the oil changed in the toaster
clean the bathroom
strip the beds
unplug all the electronics
pack the wii

hmmm I think that's all

movies i wanna see this summer for sure sure:
28 weeks later
transformers
the waitress
this surrealist 60s movie... across the universe (HA it took forever to find that)
pirates 3
hostel 2
knocked up
fantastic 4 rise of the silver surfer!!
fido!
eagle v shark
hpotp
underdog

other movies coming out i am pumped for:
beowulf
the golden compass
the dark knight
hellboy 2
iron man
various comic movies that will be coming out...