Druuunk

So I'm drunk. I shouldn't still be awake. I am ready for sleepies but I don't like going to bed drunk. I always have fucked up really vivid dreams. There is a weird show on right now I believe it is called 'Silvewings' about bats, actual bats, that is a cartoon and a girl and boy bat are going on adventures. There are owls as well. The owls and bats are enemies but there is one owl that gets alone with the 2 bats because they saved his life. The owl and 2 bats become friends and make a bridge between their two species, which is touching but the bats and owls wouldn't get alone because the bats are food for big owls. Which is no good. I wish I had a daemon. Like in Philip Pullman's His Dark Materials. I think my daemon would be a raven, but I wish it was something I could cuddle with. I would be really nice to have someone that was always there and would never leave no matter what. Some one to talk to. Someone to understand, someone that loved and thought like I do. Not just someone that loved me. Because I am lucky enough to have that. I would do anything to have Benji with me all the time. I would lose a boob or a finger to have him with me all the time. I would be like Hero in Y the Last Man; an Amazon. A one bewb girl for Ben to be with me forever. He's the only guy that I have truly wanted to be with through everyhing. The only one that would ever be worth how hard it is to be in a long distance relationship.

I love you Richard Benjamin

Kater

BangBang Yet Yet

I haven't coloured my hair in over a year. I'm getting the itch and I need to scratch it. I'm thinking white/grey/silver hair. With bangs. I am so excited to have new hair. Like the girl in the vo5 escape commercial. Mmmm. So there we have it. New hair new kater. mMM I've been watching Tin Man and Dexter both are very good. Rarrr